Tricked you suckas!

I'm not really gone - or maybe I am. I'm not sure yet.

I just wanted to write a bit about my belief in God - or lack thereof.

Mostly, I don't really think about God -- I'm spiritual enough to realize there is probably something larger at work than I can conceive, and that's enough for me.

Recently however, there have been smallish signs of God being on my side. Sleep deprivation has already stolen the first sign from my memory (see why I decided to quit writing?) but the second sign is that this year there has been very little snow in Tahoe for my skiing pleasure.

Normally, this would make me cry - but having a baby that requires a nipple in her mouth every two hours has changed my opinion about snow. If I can't use it, no one can.

Yes, I really am that selfish.