I want my sister back

but I don't know how to get her.

And it breaks my heart every day.

We had about 5 good years between us. That's not enough.

I wish I could find a way to fix it ... but sometimes you just don't know where you can forget or what you can forgive or where those lines get blurry.

But I miss her.

And I'm sad that on Just-Another-Day(tm) she'll be more concerned about Someone Else than me.

Ughty, I love you. I wish you knew what was going on in my head and me yours. I wish we would still plan on getting pregnant and then walking the marathon together. I miss those dreams with you, but we are lost.