Getting caught on the Internet

So ... it seems that people are actually interested in me (and Evan) enough to search for us and then come here to read about the things I write.

Which is hilarious to me, because most of what I write is silly, useless, fluff, or heavy, difficult-to-read, emotional vomit. But hey, to each his own, right?

Anyway, turns out that I've put some slanderous things on my blog here and there, and Evan's ex saw the pictures and the stuff about the wine and was naturally upset about the whole situation. I mean, who wouldn't be?

Before I tackle the specifics of that situation I'll simply say that yes it was mean of me to put that stuff up there, and yes, I'm sure it hurt her feelings regardless of how she actually feels about me. I'd be shocked and appalled if I found something like that up on the Internet. It would sort of make me feel like this giant monolith (metaphorically speaking) that people came to stare at and make fun of.

Except that to my knowledge not that many people actually read this trivial nonsense, so what do I care?

She doesn't know that though, so Jen, while I'm not trying to mitigate your anger or apologize, you should know this is not a site that many people visit. Just a few very close friends and probably some randoms looking for stuff on me and Evan, like yourself, or looking for recipe information.

Don't worry, it won't spread across the United States. Not a fricken chance.

It's probably very wrong of me to delve into the rest of the situation knowing that Evan is really the one who will get in trouble for it. I still might do it anyway, and he pretty much gives me free license on this blog - I mean, it's mine, but still I do respect him and I know that regardless of their relationship now, he really used to love her.