no, i'm not dead

i just lack anything interesting to say.  at all.
 
a lot of family drama has ensued over the past few days.  i had no idea until this stuff went down how powerful my role in the family is.  apparently, when jocelyn speaks, people shut up and listen.  i pretty much can sway EVERYONE in the family to trust my opinion, instinct, whatever, when something is going on.
 
it's freaky.  freakier even that i've only recently become aware of this power.  brody says i have it because i never take sides and judge people.  he calls that independence.  i call it suspending judgement.  either way, i am the most powerful player in the family drama.
 
more to come of that, i am sure.  but now i am too burnt out to write about it.
 
and, i am having a physical reaction to accounting.  i have a midterm this week and i don't want to.  i'm not confident enough.  i get most of it, but usually that 10% that i don't get is crucial to getting the right answer.  i guess i will practice some more tonight and then watch some cheesy tv show like Dawson's Creek. 
 
Thank goodness for Netflix.