5.19.2004

Rough Time of It, I guess ...

I'm having a really hard time lately. I've been feeling so fatigued lately. It's intermittent, but persistent and happens enough to where it's become chronic.

I'm skipping school again tonight. I'm pretty sure there's no way I can get A's this term with my lack of energy and participation. So far everyone is being pretty cool about it, and really the bottom line is that I don't care because I'm putting my health ahead of my education. Might be stupid in the short term, but I think it will serve me best in the long term. I'm pretty sure that my teacher (also the Vice President of my school) kind of knows where I stand and isn't going to push me.

There's just too much going on.

And I'm constantly fighting this battle with myself to at least *try* to be nice to the patients who come here. But they bug the crap out of me. (One is chatting it up right now about how cars are evil and we should still travel by horse and buggy)

Anyway ... Back to work I guess.

I miss my friends. I'm tired. I'm glad to cut school. I can't wait for my break from school and work. Sheesus.

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